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July 24, 2014

Landline by Rainbow Rowell

Landline

ditulis oleh Rainbow Rowell
diterbitkan 8 Juli 2014 oleh St. Martin's Press
Contemporary/Drama/Adult Fiction
310 halaman
buku lain dari penulis: Eleanor & Park, Fangirl, Attachment

***

Georgie McCool knows her marriage is in trouble. That it’s been in trouble for a long time. She still loves her husband, Neal, and Neal still loves her, deeply — but that almost seems besides the point now.

Maybe that was always besides the point.

Two days before they’re supposed to visit Neal’s family in Omaha for Christmas, Georgie tells Neal that she can’t go. She’s a TV writer, and something’s come up on her show; she has to stay in Los Angeles. She knows that Neal will be upset with her — Neal is always a little upset with Georgie — but she doesn’t expect to him to pack up the kids and go home without her.

When her husband and the kids leave for the airport, Georgie wonders if she’s finally done it. If she’s ruined everything.

That night, Georgie discovers a way to communicate with Neal in the past. It’s not time travel, not exactly, but she feels like she’s been given an opportunity to fix her marriage before it starts . . .

Is that what she’s supposed to do?

Or would Georgie and Neal be better off if their marriage never happened?

“Someone had given Georgie a magic phone and all she'd wanted to do with it is stay up late talking to her old boyfriend. If they'd given her a proper time machine, she probably would have used it to cuddle with him. Let someone else kill Hitler.”

Salah satu dilema terbesar yang dihadapi perempuan dalam usia kerja biasanya adalah memutuskan untuk jadi stay at home mom atau working mom. Banyak perempuan nggak rela untuk sekadar mengurus anak-anak di rumah setelah bertahun-tahun mengejar gelar dari institusi pendidikan tinggi yang susah payah ia raih tanpa merasakan kesempatan memiliki karir yang bagus dan hebat seperti para laki-laki. Buat apa sekolah tinggi-tinggi kalau akhirnya hanya di rumah dan mengurus anak? Lalu ketika ia memutuskan bekerja, pertanyaan selanjutnya adalah tapi yang akan bertanggung jawab pada anak-anak, siapa? Ada pengorbanan yang harus direlakan dari kedua pilihan tersebut, entah kebahagiaan pribadi atau kedekatan dengan keluarga sendiri. Inilah yang dihadapi oleh Georgie McCool dalam Landline, buku terbaru dari Rainbow Rowell.

Liburan natal kali ini, Georgie dan keluarganya sudah berencana untuk pergi ke Omaha, rumah keluarga Neal (suami Georgie) berada. Georgie merasa liburan inilah salah satu cara yang akan dapat memperbaiki hubungan keluarga dan pernikahannya yang belakangan seolah di ujung tanduk. Tapi kemudian sebuah kesempatan besar yang tak bisa disia-siakan dari tempat kerja Georgie datang, dimana ia harus tetap pergi ke kantor untuk menyelesaikan skenario agar bisa dipresentasikan (Georgie bekerja sebagai penulis acara komedi di TV). Ketika memberitahukan hal ini pada Neal, Neal jelas kecewa, dan kemudian memutuskan bahwa Neal bersama kedua anak mereka, Noomi dan Alice, akan tetap pergi meskipun tanpa Georgie. Setelah itu, Neal seolah menjauh. Tak hanya sulit dihubungi, ia pun nggak pernah berusaha menelpon Georgie balik. Georgie yang larut dalam kekecewaan akhirnya memutuskan untuk tinggal sementara di rumah orangtuanya, sambil sesekali berusaha menghubungi Neal melalui telepon tua berwarna kuning yang ada di rumah lama tersebut. Tak disangka, Neal memang akhirnya menjawab telepon dari Georgie, tapi Neal ini bukan Neal suami Georgie yang sekarang, melainkan Neal versi empat belas tahun lalu, beberapa saat sebelum mereka menikah....

Lewat Landline, Rainbow Rowell mengukuhkan sekali lagi kemampuannya untuk menulis suatu kisah yang sangat menyentuh luar biasa melalui hal-hal sederhana. Melalui percakapan antara Georgie yang sekarang dan Neal dari masa lalu, pembaca dibawa hingga ke saat-saat awal pertemuan mereka berdua dulu. Iya, setengah dari Landline adalah flashbacks, dan bagian-bagian itu justru yang menurutku lebih menyenangkan daripada bagian-bagian cerita di masa sekarang. Georgie dan Neal tuh total opposites banget, dengan sifat Georgie yang easygoing sementara Neal orangnya tenang, pendiam, lebih nyaman berkutat dalam dunianya sendiri. Georgie aktif, populer, tipe perempuan yang selalu berani untuk take actions, dan selalu tau apa yang ia mau, beda dengan Neal yang keinginannya cenderung berubah-ubah. It's so lovely to read how these two different people get united in a relationship. Seperti layaknya pasangan-pasangan lain, mereka punya berbagai masalah internal, dari mulai hubungan Georgie yang terlalu dekat dengan partner kerja sekaligus sahabatnya dari dulu, Seth, lalu posisi Georgie yang biasa memegang kendali, hingga rasa bersalah menumpuk yang dirasakan Georgie ketika Neal akhirnya mengalah dengan memutuskan untuk tidak bekerja demi mengurus kedua anak mereka. Hal-hal ini tidak dikomunikasikan dengan baik sampai kemudian Neal dan anak-anak pergi ke Omaha dan Georgie tenggelam dalam asumsi dan rasa bersalah sendirian.

“You don't know when you're twenty-three.
You don't know what it really means to crawl into someone else's life and stay there. You can't see all the ways you're going to get tangled, how you're going to bond skin to skin. How the idea of separating will feel in five years, in ten - in fifteen. When Georgie thought about divorce now, she imagined lying side by side with Neal on two operating tables while a team of doctors tried to unthread their vascular systems.
She didn't know at twenty-three.”

Setelah menghabiskan beberapa kesempatan berbicara dengan Neal versi empat belas tahun lalu melalui sambungan telepon aneh itu, Georgie mulai bertanya-tanya, apakah memang keputusan mereka untuk menikah adalah yang terbaik? Bagaimana bila Georgie bisa membujuk Neal untuk tidak melamarnya pada waktu itu, mungkin saja Neal akan mendapatkan hidup yang lebih layak dan lebih menyenangkan daripada yang mereka alami saat ini? Bisakah hubungan mereka diperbaiki kembali?

Membaca tulisan Rainbow Rowell selalu terasa seperti kejadian tersebut bisa terjadi dalam kehidupan nyata, dan segala percakapannya benar-benar diucapkan oleh orang biasa. Nggak terasa berlebihan sih (just, adorably and irritatingly cheesy hehehe) tapi bener-bener bisa mainin emosi. Halaman-halamannya penuh dengan quotes-quotes yang bisa bikin uaahhhhh, meleleh sendiri. Nangis, Ta? IYA SEMPET NANGIS BANGET. Terus, entah kenapa deh cerita adult fictions karya Rowell pun lebih enak dibaca daripada kisah YA-nya? Neal dan Georgie terasa real, and it pleases me as a reader that despite all of the problems and threats to their marriage, the fact that Georgie and Neal are still very much in love with each other is something that can't be denied. Sepanjang baca Landline aku terus keingetan sama salah satu quote dari buku One Day karya David Nicholls yang diucapkan Emma ke Dexter: "I love you, Dex, so much, I just don't like you anymore."


Yang ini nih. HUHUHU sedih kalo inget endingnya :((

Landline memberi kita pelajaran bahwa dalam sebuah hubungan, komunikasi baik itu sesuatu yang harus dibangun dan diusahakan oleh pihak-pihak yang terlibat. Come to think of it, hal ini berlaku nggak hanya untuk hubungan pernikahan dan keluarga aja, tapi juga hubungan sesama manusia secara general. Kalau kita ketika punya masalah hanya berasumsi, merasa nggak enak, terus dipikirin tapi nggak pernah benar-benar diomongin dan diselesaikan ya masalah akan tetap ada. Rainbow juga kayak lagi ngasih tunjuk 'Nih, yang namanya hubungan sama pasangan, apalagi pernikahan dan punya keluarga bareng itu bukan sesuatu yang gampang. Dikira kalau udah nikah itu cuma senang-senang doang?' Makanya, nggak usah resah-resah lah yang masih single, atau yang nanti pas lebaran diuber-uber dengan pertanyaan 'Udah punya pacar belum? Kapan nikah? Kapan punya anak?' Yak kan pembahasan melebar kemana-mana =)) Selain masalah dalam keluarga inti Georgie dan Neal, Rainbow Rowell juga menyinggung hal-hal minor lain melalui hubungan Georgie dengan orangtua (Beda usia Georgie dan ayah tirinya cuma tiga tahun!) dan adiknya, Heather.

“Nobody's lives just fit together. Fitting together is something you work at. It's something you make happen - because you love each other.”

Untuk pembaca yang sebelumnya udah pernah nyicipin tulisan Rainbow Rowell, Landline ini harus dicoba juga! Terutama buat yang ngerasa Eleanor and Park atau Fangirl terlalu cheesy dan remaja banget. Menurutku pribadi, Landline ini entah gimana lebih enak dibaca dibanding Fangirl. Sementara kalau baca Attachment chick-flicknya kerasa banget, nah Landline agak serius sedikit lah daripada itu. Ada beberapa hal yang agak terasa 'gantung' sih dari Landline ini juga, diantaranya tentang unsur telepon absurd yang bisa time-travel itu dan penyelesaian akhir hubungan Georgie sama Neal (I want it to be muuuuch longer than that! Huhuhuhuhu), terus aku juga sempet skip beberapa bagian waktu Georgie di tempat kerja bareng Seth, borrrrring, tapi secara keseluruhan, membaca Landline buatku sangat-sangat nggak mengecewakan!


Review ini aku sertakan dalam Posting Bareng BBI Juli 2014 dengan tema Teen/Family Issue. :)


Yeay! Akhirnya nulis review lagi! Hihihi
Have fun and read some more, teman-teman,


April 25, 2014

Open Road Summer by Emery Lord

Open Road Summer

a debut book by Emery Lord
published on April 15th 2014 by Walker Books
Young Adult/Contemporary/Romance/Road Trip/Music/Drama
342 pages
finished reading at April 24th

***

After breaking up with her bad-news boyfriend, Reagan O’Neill is ready to leave her rebellious ways behind. . . and her best friend, country superstar Lilah Montgomery, is nursing a broken heart of her own. Fortunately, Lilah’s 24-city tour is about to kick off, offering a perfect opportunity for a girls-only summer of break-up ballads and healing hearts. But when Matt Finch joins the tour as its opening act, his boy-next-door charm proves difficult for Reagan to resist, despite her vow to live a drama-free existence. This summer, Reagan and Lilah will navigate the ups and downs of fame and friendship as they come to see that giving your heart to the right person is always a risk worth taking. A fresh new voice in contemporary romance, Emery Lord’s gorgeous writing hits all the right notes.


I expected soo many things upon reading Open Road Summer. Other reviewers and fellow readers have mentioned that this debut book by Emery Lord contains my usual go-to-keywords in books such as summer, road trip, music, celebrity life, cute romance, and all that... Well the 'road trip' part was kinda a let down, because the cities were not mentioned descriptively, just in passing, but other things were delivered greatly, much to my satisfaction. For a YA debut book, it's such an excellent one! Allow me to fangirl for a while about this book. :D

Emery Lord started Reagan O'Neill's story with the right amount of exposition. Reagan, soon to be a senior in high school, is touring on the bus with Delilah Montgomery, after an ugly drama happened with Reagan's ex-boyfriend. Dee (or Lilah, as the public knows her) is not only Reagan's bestfriend, but she is also a teenage hearthrob, a successful young country singer which the country loves. When a love-from-the-past scandal strikes to jeopardize Dee's career, Dee's management team decided to invite Matt Finch, another young artist from the same record label, in their summer tour. Matt will act as the opening for Dee's every concert stop, and their closeness was hoped to avert the public's attention into their 'relationship' instead of Dee's past. But wait, this is Reagan's story. What happened to Reagan? Well, Reagan and Matt unexpectedly fall in love with each other...

I'm glad that Emery Lord keeps the drama of the story away from Reagan and Dee's friendship. I adore these girl's connection! For every ups and downs, they support and never hesitate to be frank with each other. It just seems so fun, having the genuine proximity that these girls have since they were basically little ordinary kids, until now when they're both in high school and one of them is living such a glamorous life as a newborn star. Somehow, Open Road Summer reminds me a lot of Taylor Swift and her friend, Abigail, which she wrote about in one of her songs too, titled 'Fifteen'. 'Open Road Summer' is Dee's song about Reagan. They're both superclose, and just like Swift, Dee is a country singer.

Reagan is an interesting character who I quickly liked and felt close with, with all of her complexities. Coming from a family which mother ran away when Reagan was still a kid, she becomes a rebellious teen, someone whose names scribbled in the bathroom stalls, has so many boyfriends and sham relationships, a drunk heartbroken father, isn't close with her stepmother, ever got arrested once for DUI, ever had a therapyst... All the things that are basically every mother's nightmare about a girl. But I love this girl! New Reagan is meany-snarky-sarcastic most of the time, but underneath all her 'tough girl' image, she's actually just a broken girl who fears being abandoned, because every person in her life had done nothing but that. I also love that Reagan is a rational, strong-willed girl who always knows what she wants to pursue in life (photojournalism in NYU, which is just so cool), and despite all the 'troublemaker girl' reputation, still make efforts to top her academic classes. In addition, she makes a great bestfriend too! A totally pleasurable girl to know, we'll surely get along in an instant.

Reagan and Matt's romance in Open Road Summer is such a delight to read! They cannot deny the sparks of attraction, though both tries to avoid (all while being passive-agressive, subtly flirting with each other) it first. Matt is supposed to be Dee's fake-boyfriend while Reagan... well, she isn't ready yet to start a new romantic relationship after what happened before the summer started. Not sure how to start trusting someone again, wearing a heart on your sleeve waiting for it to be crushed, something like that. I love all the moments Emery Lord writes about them. I love how Matt dares to confront Reagan, insisting that they're 'good for each other'. The kind of confident-attitude from a boy that is just so hard to resist. By being together, they heal and comfort each other. My favorite part of the book is the festival! In a Fourth of July celebration, Reagan and Matt took a break from the 'hollywood' scene to play all day, riding the elephant machine, ferris wheel, and swimming in a lake. Not to mention the picnic scene! Oh, such a gentleman, Matt Finch is. Adorable southern boy with boyish looks and cute dimples. All of their scenes give me such a fuzzy, warm, feeling and my cheeks hurt from grinning too much. These lovebirds are just so cute :>

“When his eyes land on me, something about his expression changes—like he recognizes me from somewhere, too. I look back, appraising him quickly. He’s kind of beautiful, in an understated, comfortable-looking way—the kind of guy who doesn’t mind seeing a rom-com with you and gives you his hoodie when you’re cold.” 

The music aspect is a big element of the story, and I love Emery's way of exposing it. Both Dee and Matt are singers, though Reagan is not, and they write songs together. In addition to Dee's 'Open Road Summer', there's also 'Middle of Nowhere, Tennessee', Matt's 'Human', 'Yet', and 'Give'... The fictional lyrics that Emery created were lovely! I love imagining how they would actually sounds as real songs. Aside from the tour, the 'celebrity-ness' side of the story also included music award, soundchecks, interviews, tabloid gossips, backstage hustles, and the loss of freedom and privacy that every 'star' experienced. The whole 'build' is convincing.

The story flows seamlessly. I continued to be amazed as the pages went on, as every chapter just got better and better than the previous ones. Emery Lord has a way of choosing the right words; her gorgeous song lyrics-like writings are sometimes exxagerated but could evoke some magical feelings nonetheless. Most of the chapters ended with such beautiful passages of words that are enough to make me stop, smiling and absorbing the words for a while before continuing to the next chapter. The change in Reagan as she is maneuvering to a 'new' version, better version of herself continues to happen as we read the book, and it's such a lovely journey to follow. Open Road Summer has an appropriate mix of cuteness, lovey-dovey, angst, and 'realness' to make up an excellent story, so I will totally recommend this book to you who want to read a fresh, enthralling YA. And this is just a debut! GAH. I cannot wait to read other books by the author. Good job, Emery Lord, you nailed it! :)

“If we could capture feelings like we capture pictures, none of us would ever leave our rooms. It would be so tempting to inhabit the good moments over and over again. But I don't want to be the kind of person who lives backwardly, who memorializes moments before she's finished living in them. So I plant my feet here on this hillside beside a boy who is undoing me, and I kiss him back like I mean it. And, God help me, with the sky wrapped around us in every direction, I do mean it.”


***

Read other reviews of Open Road Summer by: Jamie, from The Perpetual Page Turner | Hannah, from So Obsessed With | Sara, from Forever 17 Books

What are you currently reading right now? Have read Open Road Summer? Any book recommendation that you want to share? 
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April 08, 2014

What I Thought Was True by Huntley Fitzpatrick

What I Thought Was True

by Huntley Fitzpatrick
(will be) published on April 15th 2014 by Dial Books for Young Readers
Young Adult/Contemporary/Romance/Summer/Drama
416 pages
finished reading on March 23rd
other book by the author My Life Next Door

***

From the author of My Life Next Door comes a swoony summertime romance full of expectation and regret, humor and hard questions.

Gwen Castle's Biggest Mistake Ever, Cassidy Somers, is slumming it as a yard boy on her Nantucket-esque island this summer. He's a rich kid from across the bridge in Stony Bay, and she hails from a family of fishermen and housecleaners who keep the island's summer people happy. Gwen worries a life of cleaning houses will be her fate too, but just when it looks like she'll never escape her past—or the island—Gwen's dad gives her some shocking advice. Sparks fly and secret histories unspool as Gwen spends a gorgeous, restless summer struggling to resolve what she thought was true—about the place she lives, the people she loves, and even herself—with what really is.

A magnetic, push-me-pull-me romance with depth, this is for fans of Sarah Dessen, Jenny Han, and Deb Caletti.

Woooooohoooo. This book has officially sealed Huntley Fitzpatrick's status as one of my AUTOREAD YA authors. I LOVED her debut book My Life Next Door to bits (those charming Garretts family! Jase Garrett was my ultimate 2012 book boyfriend. HA) so it set up quite a big expectation for this second book. I knew I was going to love it just by looking at the cover only (dominated with purple! luvs), and I was not wrong. This story of Gwen entertained me as much as My Life Next Door, reading it feels like eating a comfort food. Such a lovely light YA read and a perfect summer book.

The story, indeed, is set up in summer, on a fiction island called Seashell. Gwen's family is not from the rich side, they're struggling to keep the economic aspect of the family balanced by doing whatever works available (Mom: House-cleaning, Gwen: 'Accompanying' an elderly woman). Gwen lives not only with her Mom and lil brother, Emory, who's not autistic but not exactly normal either. Included in the pack are her grandad, her cousin Nic, and her aunt. Gwen's parents are divorced. In short, it's not an easy life our narrator is going through.

On the other side, there are other people at the Seashell Island. These people are from the rich side. One of them is Cassidy Somers, a boy who's currently taking a summer job and lately have been on frequent encounters with Gwen. There's something about Cassidy that rubs Gwen the wrong way... Though we don't know the reasons at first, Ms Fitzpatrick slowly reveals to us the whole 'what actually happened to them' in such a sweet, torturous way. I really like Gwen and Cassidy's romance! SOO ADORABLE. They're from the opposite kind of families (one is rich while one is... well, not), but I think Ms Fizpatrick successfully navigates us through the rich vs kind fiasco in a much better way than other authors who have brought similar case (take example: Kasie West's The Distance Between Us). Their relationship is healthy and constructive, once they've managed to be honest and real with each other (and so cute. so, sooo cute!). Ms Fitzpatrick is the expert of creating such swoon-worthy boys; Cassidy Somers is no less than the super wonderful Jase Garrett, only he comes from a wealthier family ;)

Unlike My Life Next Door, though, What I Thought was True does not only focus big time on the romance of Gwen and Cass, but also exposes us to the complex dynamic of a family (Divorced parents, unnormal brother, remember?) Gwen is a 'real' teenage girl who's trying to make up her mind about her life, about what she wants in life, what she's going to do in the future... She's in the phase of discovering and learning. I love how Ms Fitzpatrick molds such a personality in Gwen, how with all the mistakes that she has made, she's still proud to own herself. Gwen reminds us that as a girl, we have to always put our dignity first, above anything else. We have to be aware of the consequences of our actions. Nic is also going through a hard phase in this story. This guy has to choose between his dream and the comfortable life he has lived his whole life. The friendship side of What I Thought was True also plays an important part of the story, and it was brought nicely through the bond between Gwen and Viv. How far should you be honest in order to keep your loved ones from being hurt?

I recommend this book to you big time! I LOVE IT. Treat yourself with What I Thought Was True if you want an excellent contemporary YA that can warm your heart with vivid summery vibe and terrific romance. Perfect for a sunny day accompanied by some ice creams or cocktails while you're in your sunny dress :) Oh, and if you haven't, My Life Next Door is never a bad choice, as well!


Other reviews of What I Thought was True.... Jaime Arkin of Fiction Fare | Keertana of Ivy Book Bindings | Gillian of Writer of Wrongs

Have you read any of Huntley Fitzpatrick's books? Believe me, she's one of the authors that should be more popular than they already are! Are you interested enough to read What I Thought Was True? Have some summery YA with lovely romance recommendations? Hit me with your words! :)

As always, have fun and read some more,


March 22, 2014

Maybe Someday by Colleen Hoover


by Colleen Hoover
published March 18th 2014 by Atria Books
New Adult/Contemporary/Romance/Music
384 pages

***

At twenty-two years old, Sydney is enjoying a great life: She's in college, working a steady job, in love with her wonderful boyfriend, Hunter, and rooming with her best friend, Tori. But everything changes when she discovers that Hunter is cheating on her--and she's forced to decide what her next move should be.

Soon, Sydney finds herself captivated by her mysterious and attractive neighbor, Ridge. She can't take her eyes off him or stop listening to the passionate way he plays his guitar every evening out on his balcony. And there's something about Sydney that Ridge can't ignore, either. They soon find themselves needing each other in more ways than one.

A passionate tale of friendship, betrayal, and romance, Maybe Someday will immerse readers in Sydney's tumultuous world from the very first page.

“Hey, heart. Are you listening? You and I are officially at war.”

Colleen Hoover, YOU DID IT. Frankly, I've never thought I would give her book five full stars on Goodreads before Maybe Someday (sorry not sorry!) I mean, I enjoyed her previous books, especially Hopeless (Not one that stays with me for a long time but I remember that I quite loved that one!) it's just that most of the time I'm asking why she always feel the need to write unnecessary sequels. I dislike her sequels. I guess I'm pretty much indifference about her books.

But with Maybe Someday, I can't say the same thing. I love it so much, like, SO much. It's a wonder because this book contains topics that I usually avoid in stories: Infidelity and love triangle (UGH). When we first meet Sydney, she has just punched her bestfriend for cheating with Syd's boyfriend. Pages later, she's in love with a boy who already has a long-time girlfriend! Duh, right? I'm glad, though, because the story is SO much more than that. I love how Colleen tries to explore the whole 'nothing in this world is purely black or white' case in Maybe Someday. No character in the story is 'basically mean' or 'basically kind', Colleen Hoover fleshes them out beautifully. The dual point of views are done really well that I cannot help but to feel sympathy for both Sydney and Ridge. I don't think I will ever justify the act of infidelity in real life, ever, but with this book, I can't make myself hate them because it's just so confusing to pick a side! I mean, I want Syd to be with Ridge, but I hate her for not distancing herself right away when the feeling starts to bloom. I want Ridge to be with Syd, but I don't want that too because it means someone is going to be hurt! My delicate heart is so torn reading about the whole thing.

It's a bit surprising to learn about Ridge's..... condition, and it's quite hard to accept at first when he's described to be a great musician. Ridge's disability, actually, is the main reason why I quickly become interested in the story. It's still quite rare, I guess, for (YA) authors to explore a story when one of the main characters has disability, and it makes Ridge quite unique, different from other boy-main characters. To be honest, hearing impaired is one thing that I share with Ridge (not as bad as him, noooo, my left ear only functions at about 95% rate, but the other one is completely normal. I can still talk and hear and communicate well, no worries!) so I can empathize with this boy a lot. Ridge isn't just so kind, he's wonderful! He's capable of fully loving people the way they should be properly loved. You can feel how much love he has for the people in his life, not just through his words, but also through his actions. Unfortunately this later becomes a problem when he cannot stop feeling what he shouldn't feel.

"People can’t control matters of the heart, Warren. They can only control their actions, which is exactly what Ridge did. He lost control once for ten seconds, but after that, every single time temptation reared its ugly head, he walked in the other direction. The only thing Ridge has done wrong is fail to delete his messages, because by doing so, he failed to protect Maggie. He failed to protect her from the harsh truth that people don’t get to choose who they fall in love with. They only get to choose who they stay in love with."

I love the way Colleen Hoover combines all the aspects in this book, she successfully mixed up things that could easily make me hate Maybe Someday into something so beautifully woven. Then there's music, which brings Sydney and Ridge together. I've always loved books that features music as a big part of it, so this point contributes another reason why I love Maybe Someday, aside from its characterizations and emotions that the story evokes from me. Maybe Someday is just so achingly good, it can easily make you laugh then cry within the same chapter. I can't stop reading it page by page until I reach the final conclusion.

Another refreshing thing is that eventhough Maybe Someday is categorized as New Adult, the story is safe from any 'graphic' scenes that usually present in other NA books. It's practically YA, I think, only with older characters. Fans of Colleen Hoover will no doubt feel satisfied with this one, but I can guarantee that most NA/YA readers will also find Maybe Someday as an enjoyable read, at least. The book is worth to try, just be sure to read it with an open mind. :)

“Hurts to see you everyday
Cupid shuts his eyes and shot me twice
Smell your perfume on my bed
Thoughts of you invade my head
Truths are written, never said
And if I can't be yours now
I'll wait here on this ground
Till you come, till you take me away
Maybe someday
Maybe someday”


Read other reviews of Maybe Someday by: OceMei | Kristin | Hazel | Aestas Book Blog

What do you think about Maybe Someday? Have you ever read anything by Colleen Hoover? If your answer is not, this book might be a good one to start!
What's your favorite book(s) from the NA genre? Any similar books like Maybe Someday? Books where the main character has disability, or books that combines music and romance (my fave kind!)? 
Do not hesitate to share with me! :)

Have fun and read some more,


February 15, 2014

You Had Me at Hello by Mhairi McFarlene


a debut book by Mhairi McFarlene
published on November 8th 2012 by Avon
Adult Fiction/UK Fiction/Contemporary Romance
436 pages

***

What happens when the one that got away comes back?

Rachel and Ben. Ben and Rachel. It was them against the world. Until it all fell apart.

It’s been a decade since they last spoke, but when Rachel bumps into Ben one rainy day, the years melt away.

From the moment they met they’d been a gang of two; partners in crime and the best of friends. But life has moved on. Ben is married. Rachel is definitely not. In fact, the men in her life make her want to take holy orders…

Yet in that split second, Rachel feels the old friendship return. And along with it, the broken heart she’s never been able to mend.

If you love David Nicholls and Lisa Jewell, then this is the book for you. Hilarious, heartbreaking and everything in between, you’ll be hooked from their first ‘hello’.

“Isn't it weird how we make big decisions in life based on the strangest, most random things?”

I have to express my appreciation toward You Had Me at Hello's cover first. Really, this kind of cover is the one that would really draw me in. First, it has a title that (no matter how much you try to ignore 'the ring') reminds you of that Jerry Maguire movie. Right? RIGHT? Second, the tagline: What happens when the one who got away comes back? Well, hello, Katy Perry, that line totally won me over! Also, the handwritten type of font, the colors, everything in the cover blends beautifully, and I don't know about you, but to me, that cover is totally lovely!


A tale about two bestfriends who fall in love is a premise that WILL NEVER get old. We ALL love this kind of story, no matter how cliche it sounds. Ben and Rachel are bestfriends. They hit it off since their freshman year at college, spending so much time together to finally find comfort in each other. I love their friendship! The attraction is definitely palpable (It's always the people around them who notice it first before themselves, right?), definitely. Problem is, Rachel already has a boyfriend and Ben always has a line of girlfriends that constantly changes all the time. Do they really have feelings for each other or is it just one of them?

10 years later, these two people meet again after a decade of silent. Rachel is freshly out of her engagement with Rhys (the boyfriend whom she dated for 13 years... talk about 'WOW'), BUT unfortunately, Ben is already married *sad faceee* He just recently came back to Manchester to build a life in his hometown. Complications, misunderstanding, complications, miscommunication. Along with the story, we also get some answers in the form of flashbacks to reveal what actually happened between Rachel and Ben in the past. (('The moment', albeit not surprising, is my favorite scene in the book. It's touching and honest, actually made me teary-eyed for a while.))

But what I actually like about You Had Me at Hello is the small details; supporting details of the story. Rachel's job, for example. She works as a crime reporter, and parts of the book also talked about the (complicated) life of it. The whole fiasco with Zoe and Simon is pretty entertaining (ANNOYING, though), a side 'meal' to complete the whole. Also, Rachel's bestfriends! Every one of them, with their different personality, adds some 'spices' into the story. They're quirky, fun, sometimes silly, but seems so lovely to hang out with. And then, I don't know, the Brit factor? While reading the book I was constantly reminded of Jojo Moyes' Me Before You (another UK adult fiction that I REALLY love), and it made me think that UK fiction has some 'characteristics' that made reading them feels 'different' somehow. I don't really know how to explain this, but this one was a quite a factor for me to like the book.

“It's pathetic, I knew I did from that first moment we met. It was... Not love at first sight exactly, but — familiarity. Like: Oh, hello, it's you. It's going to be you. Game over.”

Overall, if I have to compare this one to other 'bestfriends turned lovers' that I have read (Cecelia Ahern's Where Rainbow Ends/Love Rosie, Robyn Sysman's Just Friends, or Jessica Thompson's This is a Love Story, for example), I definitely find You Had Me at Hello a bit better than all of them. McFarlene got the perfect wit to go with this kind of 'rom-com'; the writing is engaging, there's humour, lots of swoon-worthy moments, laughs, but still realistic and relatable somehow — at times I found myself reflecting to what was written in the paragraphs. With just the right amount of lovey-dovey romance, it's such a perfect read for this Valentine-y days of February ;)


Read what other readers said about this book on Goodreads: Namratha Kumar | Keertana | Rachna R


What are you reading this February to get you in the lovey-dovey mood? Any romance or similar books like You Had Me at Hello that you love? What's YOUR favorite 'bestfriends turned to lovers' story (or MOVIES, even?) Do tell, I'd love it so much if you're willing to share with me! :D

Have fun and read some more,


January 23, 2014

The Impossible Knife of Memory by Laurie Halse Anderson

The Impossible Knife of Memory

by Laurie Halse Anderson
published on January 7th, 2014 by Viking Juvenile
Young Adult/Realistic Fiction/Mental Illness/Romance
a standalone
372 pages
other books from the author Speak, Wintergirls, Fever 1973, Seeds

***

For the past five years, Hayley Kincaid and her father, Andy, have been on the road, never staying long in one place as he struggles to escape the demons that have tortured him since his return from Iraq. Now they are back in the town where he grew up so Hayley can attend school. Perhaps, for the first time, Hayley can have a normal life, put aside her own painful memories, even have a relationship with Finn, the hot guy who obviously likes her but is hiding secrets of his own.

Will being back home help Andy’s PTSD, or will his terrible memories drag him to the edge of hell, and drugs push him over? The Impossible Knife of Memory is Laurie Halse Anderson at her finest: compelling, surprising, and impossible to put down.

“Leaning against my father, the sadness finally broke open inside me, hollowing out my heart and leaving me bleeding. My feet felt rooted in the dirt. There were more than two bodies buried here. Pieces of me that I didn’t even know were under the ground. Pieces of dad, too.” 

The Impossible Knife of Memory is my first Laurie Halse Anderson's book. Though I've known about her works since Speak (My queen Kristen Stewart is the Melinda Sordino on the movie version!), and I know this author has SO MANY fans, I always thought that Laurie's books are kinda 'heavy', difficult and ones that need mental preparation first because of the emotions (Nyaaa). Lots of reviews have said that The Impossible Knife of Memory contains more romance than usual, though, so I braced myself to jump on the bandwagon. Please note that I read the book while still struggling with the strange fog on my mind, but hey, I know a good book when I read one, I'll try to explain it as much as I can.

Our main character, Hayley Rose Kincaid
The story starts up with Hayley getting detention for correcting her teacher's mistake. My first impression of this girl is strong: She's different. Quirky. A tough cookie in the surface, but soft in the inside just like any teenagers her age. Through most of her middle grade and early teenager age, she's been on the road with her father, being homeschooled. But now for her senior year, Hayley's father wants her to be in high school. Hayley has been long being forced to be mature beyond her age because she has a father with PTSD that she has to take care of, but she's an amateur in socializing and dealing with people. She doesn't understand the rules of it! These two sides of her often collides, and I love this girl because she's real, she keeps holding on to her trueself instead of letting her personalities getting dragged in by 'the zombies'.

Hayley's father, Andy Kincaid
Is a war veteran dealing with PTSD. Though I have read some books that tackle the same issue before, I never experience firsthand what is it like to live with someone who's suffering from PTSD, but The Impossible Knife of Memory gives me some insights about the struggle and the rough situation. It's not easy, because you don't know when 'the memories' will attack and 'destroy' the one you love. You need to be aware at all times, in case something bad happens. The thing is, sometimes it feels like you can't do anything about it other than to be ready when the attack 'strikes'. Hayley has been dealing with this heavy burden since her early age, and she has no one beside herself to count on. Reading about Hayley and her father's relationship is both heartbreaking and heartwarming at the same time,  because I can feel how much Andy loves her daughter and vice versa. Every few chapters, Laurie also gives us a glimpse to Andy's mind, what's going on inside his head, which is both GOOD and BAD for the emotions, because ughhhh the feels.

The love interest, Finnegan Ramos
Finn, the school newspaper editor. He is the light of The Impossible Knife of Memory! He's the one who makes reading the book easier because ALL THE FLUFFY MOMENTS BETWEEN HIM AND HAYLEY, zomg, sometimes I.CAN'T.HANDLE.IT. Especially the first 'anti-date'. The first 'anti-date'! SOO ADORABLE. More guys need to learn from Finn if they want to handle a 'tough, hard to get' girl and ask her out on a date. It's funny reading about Hayley who doesn't understand how to deal with all these romance thing-y, since she has no experience at all, remember? Her way to responds to flirty Finn is by being mean, snarky and sharp-mouthed, but that doesn't falter Finn at all. I adore their relationship! Giggles and swoons and blushes ALL THE WAAAY. Judging from the way he handles Hayley, his ideas about their dates/non-dates, how he reacts to Hayley's father, that guy is a keeper. Listed as one of my (BEST) book boyfriend of 2014: Done!


I shoved my books into the locker. “‘Math joke’ is an oxymoron, Fishhead, like ‘cafeteria food’ or ‘required volunteer community service’.”
“I think we should take each other to the limit to see if we converge,” Finn said. 
“Shut up,” I said.
“I’m flirting with you, Miss Blue, flirting in the perfect language of calculus. It’s a sine I think you’re sweet as pi. Get it?”

(Finn flirts using math puns, gasps!)

Side characters
There are Trish (Hayley's ex-stepmother whom she hates so much), Grace (Hayley's girl friend) and Topher (Grace's boy). I like how Laurie doesn't merely make them as sidekick characters who doesn't add anything to the story, but sometimes I feel like there are so many things goin on in The Impossible Knife of Memory. Aside from Topher, all the characters I've mentioned in this review have their own serious problems. Hayley is struggling to remember some lost memories from her childhood (it's painful for her to do, and she doesn't really understand why she can't remember it), Finn with her addict sister and Trish with her alcoholic self, also Grace with her cheating father. Too much problems toppled into one line of story its kinda tiring to read. And not all of them got much depth or attention like Hayley and her father's problem, so that one was a minor downer.

The story
Is pretty much about Hayley, who has never experience real life with all the socializing and blending with other people, now has to do those things because her father forces her to get in public high school for her senior year, after all this time homeschooling her while on the road. Hayley is reluctant, because what she wants is to be home and take care of her sick father who's dealing with PTSD. At the same time, Hayley is learning to deal with having actual friends and boyfriend, with all their own problems.

Really, this is my first time reading LHA's books and I had a great time reading The Impossible Knife of Memory! Well, if I have to be honest, I kinda had a hard time to mentally connect myself with the situation (so even in heartwrenching moments there was no tears at all... If you've seen the RDJ gif on my fog post then you get what my face looked like most of the time when I read this book) but I think Laurie's style of writing, her prose, is 'different' and she creates her main character really well. Hayley's personality feels real (yes, the snarky attitude was getting annoying at some point, but well, you don't think teenagers feel like they're better than everyone else and they don't be mean most of the time? They do!), the whole story feels real (and it was kinda intense), like it could actually be someone's real life. The dialogs, the way her characters talk and respond, are how real people in non-literary world talk and act. I don't know, I think you have to read the book for yourself to experience her writing and feel what's special about it.


On another side note, I love the cover! It's not the kind of cover that would make me interested in reading the book but somehow the colors drawn me in. Then I found out that the cover hints at a major event in the book, and I smiled when I get the correlation. Read the book!

They say 'YES' to the book: Jen from Pop! Goes the Reader | Jamie from Perpetual Page Turner | Gillian from Writers of Wrongs (all my favorite bloggers!)
They say 'NO' to the book: Kat from Le Pauvre Coeurs | Khahn (On Goodreads) 


Now let's talk! Have you read this book or any books from Laurie Halse Anderson, guys? (What do you think of it?) Have you ever read any other books that tackle similar mental illness issues (PTSD, for example) that becomes your favorite?  

Also, what are you currently reading? Right now I'm juggling between Amy McNamara's Lovely, Deep and Dark and Haruki Murakami's 1Q84. Have fun and read some more! :D


January 11, 2014

The Sky is Everywhere by Jandy Nelson


by Jandy Nelson
published March 2010 by Dial (imprint of Penguin)
Young Adult/Contemporary/Realistic Fiction
a standalone
288 pages

***

Seventeen-year-old Lennie Walker, bookworm and band geek, plays second clarinet and spends her time tucked safely and happily in the shadow of her fiery older sister, Bailey. But when Bailey dies abruptly, Lennie is catapulted to center stage of her own life - and, despite her nonexistent history with boys, suddenly finds herself struggling to balance two. Toby was Bailey's boyfriend; his grief mirrors Lennie's own. Joe is the new boy in town, a transplant from Paris whose nearly magical grin is matched only by his musical talent. For Lennie, they're the sun and the moon; one boy takes her out of her sorrow, the other comforts her in it. But just like their celestial counterparts, they can't collide without the whole wide world exploding.

This remarkable debut is perfect for fans of Sarah Dessen, Deb Caletti, and Francesca Lia Block. Just as much a celebration of love as it is a portrait of loss, Lennie's struggle to sort her own melody out of the noise around her is always honest, often hilarious, and ultimately unforgettable.

“The sky is everywhere, it begins at your feet.” 

In Jamie's annual end of year book survey there was this question: What book you don't believe you waited until this year to write? THAT IS exactly my reaction after I read this debut piece from Jandy Nelson, The Sky Is Everywhere. Now that the book has been published for almost 4 years (I knowww, so late to the partayyy), I don't really hear much about it on the blogosphere, but everytime I stumbled upon a review or anything where the subject talked about The Sky is Everywhere, all I hear is good things, only the good things. So why did I wait that long?! Silly me.

Also, I want to try something new today! Inspired by Jana's review writing style, I'm gonna write about the book in points. So, The Sky is Everywhere:
  • The name of our main character in the book is Lennie, short for Lennon Walker, and I have this like/dislike relationship with her. Lennie had been living under her sister's shadow all her life, but now that she had no sister anymore, she didn't know what to do or how to act. 'Like being a companion pony next to a race horse,' She said. You know that eventhough having insecurities is normal for teenagers, I don't really like reading about it. Lennie refused to be 'on the spotlight', confused when people actually pay attention to her, didn't want to compete first chair in band for the clarinets, and I just wanted to say 'Eyyyy, just give it a shot!'. Aside from that, I love this girl's personality! Lennie loves to wrote poems on various surfaces (novel margins, under a rock, on a tree's skin, in a piece a paper slipped below a pot... She's creative at this) then scattered it in random places, she can play music, she also reads literatures (and has a HUGE fondness of Heathcliff from Wuthering Heights). In short, LENNIE = A CUTE DORK.
  • The book talks about grief, though not in a gloomy way that reminds you of If I Stay (did you find If I Stay gloomy?) or any other books similar to If I Stay. Grief and death were the big talks of The Sky is Everywhere, mostly about how the people in the book deal with this sudden occurence of Bailey's death. I don't always agree with the way Lennie treat her grief (I hate it, even!) I want to whack Lennie's head everytime she fell into the same hole again and again with Toby (I mean, the things they did, ugh, wtf?! How could you do that guys?!) but I'm glad that at the end, she learned from it.

“My sister will die over and over again for the rest of my life. Grief is forever. It doesn't go away; it becomes a part of you, step for step, breath for breath. I will never stop grieving Bailey because I will never stop loving her. That's just how it is. Grief and love are conjoined, you don't get one without the other. All I can do is love her, and love the world, emulate her by living with daring and spirit and joy.” 

  • Joe Fontaine! Oooooh, this guy. We cannot talk about this book without mentioning my first 2014 book boyfriend (YES, that's right). Joe was the new guy in town, he's from Paris, he shares Lennie's passion for music (Joe plays guitar). And he has this magical eyelashes that bat! LOL. He doesn't blink, said Lennie, he bat. Bat. Bat. Bat. For some unknown reasons Joe reminds me so much of Levi from Fangirl (can't these guys be more different?!), but to me Joe is SOOO MUCH BETTER. He's everything that Levi lacks of (Sorry, Rainbow, I still like him though!). I love Joe. Joe is sweet, charming, blends well with Lennie's family (an ability to be close to the girl's family is important!), he managed to FOUND ALL THE POEMS THAT LENNIE WROTE, and he's an amazing player. Lennie wrote a piece about him once (or twice, I can't really remember)
When he plays

all the flowers swap colors

and years and decades and centuries

of rain pour back into the sky”


My reaction:


Aaaaaaawwwwwe <3
  • Now that there's no more of her sister, Lennie only has two figures that she can call 'family': a grandma and an uncle. Lennie's mother ran off when the children were still little kids and never come back even once. There was never a mention of Lennie's father. But I love the Walker's family dynamic, however dysfunctional and unconventional they are. They grieve in different ways, but I can feel that those two people really love Lennie & her sister Bailey. I adore their ability to have fun and their sense of humour, too!
  • There were a lot of (sarcastic) humours thrown in almost every part of The Sky is Everywhere, and I loved it! Lots of LOL moments. I think Jandy Nelson wrote a perfect portion for the humour, romance, and grief. And I got ALL THE FEELS. The sad when Lennie remembered her sister (and missing mother!), the warm-fuzzy feelings everytime Joe Fontaine was near, and laughed along with her and her family on fun times. Feel is important, guys.

In conclusion, I LOVE The Sky is Everywhere! Some might found the book as 'not their cup of coffee', but whatever. It's an amazing debut that I cannot believe I put off until some days ago to read it! Death, grief, love, music, family are some big themes in the book and it blends perfectly, making the book such a fun piece of writing to read. If the synopsis reminds you of Before I Die, or maybe 13 Reasons Why (I know, I'm confusing that way), don't let it get to you! I love the way Jandy Nelson writes and I WILL make myself read her upcoming works in the future (I'll Give You the Sun is set to be published this September, guys)

Lots of other readers have talked about The Sky is Everywhere too...Two of them: The Book Smugglers | The Starry Eyed Revue


Tell me: Have you read the book? What do you think? If you haven't, well, read it! I promise it's a good book. By the way, I'm getting better at updating, yeah? This is the 4th post in a month, yay! I hope it's not only because I'm on my semester break and have nothing to do at hand, hehehe. As always, have fun and read some more! :)