January 06, 2014

The Journeys 3 by Alexander Thian, Alfred Pasifico, Alitt Susanto, dkk

The Journeys 3: Yang Melangkah dan Menemukan

oleh Alexander Thian, Alfred Pasifico, Alitt Susanto, Ariev Rahman, Dina DuaRansel, Farid Gaban, Hanny Kusumawaty, Husni M. Zainal, JFlow, Lucia Nancy, Valiant Budi, Ve Handojo, Windy Ariestanty
diterbitkan Desember 2013 oleh Gagas Media
Non-fiksi/Travelogue
382 halaman
selesai dibaca 5 Januari 2013

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Batas akan tetap menjadi batas, saat tak ada yang benar-benar berani menyeberanginya. Seperti halnya kita menamai utara sebagai utara, karena tak ada yang pernah bertanya kenapa.

Jarak akan tetap menjadi jarak, saat tak ada yang memulai langkah untuk menyudahinya. Kita hanya menduga-duga, sebelah langit mana yang berwarna lebih merah.

Dan, perjalanan hanya akan menjadi perjalanan, saat tak ada yang sudi menceritakan kisah yang menyertanya. Maka, temuilah, lewati batas, tuntaskan jarak. Ceritakan—setidaknya kepada diri sendiri, tentang jawaban yang kita temui.

Inilah kisah perjalanan yang akan membuat kita kembali kepada sesuatu yang paling dekat, sejauh apa pun kita melangkah pergi.


Pada akhirnya, setiap perjalanan yang dilakukan membuat si musafir melakukan ziarah atas dirinya sendiri.


Menziarahi diri sendiri adalah tema yang menjadi benang merah dari seluruh cerita perjalanan dalam The Journeys kali ini. Serius, aku bersyukur banget banyak orang melalui surel maupun Twitter yang (seperti yang dituliskan Mbak Windy di halaman pragagas) menanyakan 'Kapan lagi nih, The Journeys terbit?' The Journeys kali ini udah sampai edisi ketiga dan aku bakalan tetap beli kalau lanjutannya terus ada, sampai edisi keberapapunCerita traveling, ketika dituliskan dalam buku, sedikit banyak bisa membuat yang membacanya untuk merefleksikan kehidupan mereka sendiri. Hal-hal biasa yang mungkin sudah lumrah terjadi di kehidupan sehari-hari kadang jadi tidak biasa kalau terjadinya saat kita berada di tempat orang. Berbeda dengan The Journeys 2 yang fokus pada kisah-kisah dari dalam negeri, kali ini para penulis The Journeys mengajak pembaca ke berbagai tempat, baik di luar maupun dalam negeri: Zambia (Afrika), Selandia Baru, Singapura, Jepang, Wakatobi, India, Vatikan, Hong Kong, Santorini, Sydney, Kediri, dan terakhir ke Ubud, Bali! Wow. List yang menakjubkan untuk jalan-jalan lewat buku hanya dengan biaya kurang dari 100k ;)

Cerita-cerita di dalamnya masih menyentuh, seperti biasa. Gaya penyampaian yang berbeda-beda sesuai khas masing-masing penulis membuat cerita-cerita jadi tidak monoton, dan yang paling terasa dari The Journeys ini adalah humor yang diselipkan di banyak tempat. Ada beberapa kisah yang humornya terasa agak maksa, sih, dan ada satu cerita yang buat saya agak membosankan karena tone-nya datar, tapi secara keseluruhan The Journeys 3 masih tetap sebuah travelogue yang menyenangkan. Dan kalau harus bicara selera, lalu disuruh menyebutkan kisah-kisah favorit saya dari The Journeys 3 ini, maka pilihan saya jatuh pada 4 cerita milik Dina DuaRansel, Hanny Kusumawaty, Alexander Thian, dan Ve Handojo.

Dina dalam ceritanya yang berjudul Don't You Miss Home, Though? berbagi tentang pengalamannya pergi ke Selandia Baru bersama sang suami, Ryan, yang juga partnernya selama traveling. Jujur, saya baru menemukan blog Dina sekitar bulan Desember lalu, dan dari hasil mengintip itulah saya tahu bahwa pasangan ini memutuskan untuk menjual apartemen mereka dan meninggalkan seluruh kehidupan di Kanada untuk berkeliling dunia. Dalam The Journeys 3, Dina menuliskan bahwa banyak yang menanyakan padanya, apa rasanya hidup berpindah-pindah dan tidak punya rumah? Tidak punya satu tempat untuk kembali? Mengunjungi berbagai tempat memang menarik, but don't you miss home, though? Akhirnya, setelah dari Selandia Baru dan mengalami berbagai hal menegangkan seperti longsornya tebing saat mereka sedang berjalan-jalan di sekitar bola batu raksasa Moeraki Boulders, hujan buruk yang bisa saja menyapu mobil mereka jatuh ke tebing, dan mimpi-mimpi aneh selama perjalanan, Dina tahu jawaban akan pertanyaan tersebut.

Di sisi lain, Hanny terkejut akan pernyataan Vagelis, seorang pemilik toko di Fira, Santorini, yang berkata "You're a nice person" padanya hanya karena Hanny menjawab sapaan 'Good morning! Where are you from?' lalu menyempatkan diri untuk ngobrol sebentar dengan Vagelis. Hal yang sama terjadi dengan Adriano, seorang pegawai perusahaan yang menyediakan ATV maupun skuter untuk berkeliling Santorini. Adriano kerap menyapa turis-turis dan pengunjung dengan, 'Hello, how are you?' Nah, dalam banyak kesempatan, turis-turis itu biasanya hanya tersenyum kecil dan berlalu, malas berbasa-basi ataupun menanggapi. Hanny pun saat hari pertama begitu, namun di hari kedua, ia akhirnya menjawab sapaan Adriano. Setelah mengobrol beberapa waktu, Adriano berkata dengan sungguh-sungguh, "Today, you stop and talk. Yesterday, you didn't stop." Entah kenapa, cerita Berhenti Sejenak ini kena banget di aku. Keramahan sekecil apapun selalu menyenangkan jika berbalas, dan perbuatan seremeh menanggapi sapaan dan berhenti sejenak untuk mengobrol dengan penduduk lokal saja akan meninggalkan jejak yang berarti, setidaknya seperti bagi Vagelis dan Adriano dalam kisah ini :)

Alex dalam Pulang ke Pelukan Mama menceritakan pengalaman lucunya pergi ke Hong Kong diam-diam karena ingin memberi surprise bagi sang Mama, meskipun dirinya sendiri tahu bahwa ia adalah orang dengan bakat nyasar yang parah! Setelah dapat arahan dari Shanty tapi nggak nyampe-nyampe juga di hotel yang dituju karena nggak bisa inget petunjuk, dirampok Encim-Encim dengan dalih sumbangan bagi anak-anak tidak mampu, dijutekin cewek Hong Kong yang duduk di sebelahnya di bus, lalu mengetok pintu apartemen yang salah (duh malunya!), akhirnya ia bisa bertemu Mamanya juga dan menyempatkan waktu untuk bercerita banyak tentang kehidupan masing-masing.

Sedangkan Ve Handojo, saat sedang di Sydney demi menonton konser Coldplay, memilih untuk menginap di rumah seorang penduduk lokal bernama Sandra ketimbang di hotel. Tujuannya adalah untuk Slow Traveling, yaitu berbaur, menyapa, dan mengajak ngobrol penduduk lokal untuk merasakan kehidupan ala Sydney yang sebenarnya, bukan jalan-jalan ke tempat-tempat terkenal ataupun landmark-landmark yang biasa dikunjungi turis. Dengan tekadnya tersebut, Ve berhasil tau tempat-tempat yang enak untuk ngopi dan makan di Sydney, seperti Blomwood, Campos Coffee, Bread & Circus, lalu jalan-jalan ke Surry Hills, Marrickville dan Albert Street. Ve sebelumnya juga menuliskan kisah tentang perjuangannya berburu batik di The Journeys 2, namun aku lebih suka ceritanya yang ini.


Usia muda adalah usia yang paling tepat untuk bermimpi dan mengusahakan impian-impian itu untuk menjadi nyata.
- Alitt Susanto, Antara Singapura dan Rumah Mama

Bahagia itu tentang berkenalan dengan rasa cukup. Belajar merasa cukup.
-Windy Ariestanty, Menerjemahkan Bahagia

Nah, selain empat cerita di atas, masih banyak cerita-cerita lain yang sama asyik dan menakjubkannya! Tentang Husni M. Zainal yang menantang bahaya dengan berarung jeram di Sungai Zambezi lalu berenang di tepian air terjun Victoria Falls, Ariev Rahman yang ke Jepang untuk menapaktilasi perjalanan almarhum Ayahnya, Vabyo yang seorang muslim tapi pergi ke Vatikan, Lucia Nancy tentang pengalaman solo travelingnya ke Wakatobi, hingga JFlow yang pergi ke Kediri demi mengunjungi kampung halaman si Ibu. Dengan berbagai kisah yang pas banget buat jadi hiburan di kala senggang, dihiasi dengan berbagai foto yang bikin kita pengen jalan-jalan juga saking breathtaking-nya, The Journeys 3 ini sayang banget untuk dilewatkan ;)



Udah baca The Journeys 3? Udah pernah baca buku-buku traveling lain? What's your favorites? Ada rekomendasi buku tentang traveling yang menurut kamu bagus dan perlu aku baca? Yuk, saling ngobrol dan berbagi! Have fun and read some more!


January 03, 2014

Inferno by Dan Brown

Inferno

oleh Dan Brown
diterjemahkan oleh Berliani M. Nugrahani, Inggrid Djiwani
terbit September 2013 oleh Bentang Pustaka
Misteri/Suspense/Adventure/Historical/Adult Fiction
644 halaman
selesai dibaca 26 Desember 2013 (warning: there might be spoilers)

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Tempat tergelap di neraka

dicadangkan bagi mereka

yang tetap bersikap netral 
di saat krisis moral.

Tengah malam, Robert Langdon terbangun di rumah sakit dan syok saat mendapati dirinya ada di Florence, Italia. Padahal, ingatan terakhirnya adalah berjalan pulang setelah memberi kuliah di Harvard. Belum sempat Langdon memahami keganjilan ini, dunianya meledak dalam kekacauan. Di depan mata, dokter yang merawatnya ditembak mati. Langdon berhasil lolos atas bantuan Sienna Brooks, seorang dokter muda yang penuh rahasia.

Dalam pelarian, Langdon menyadari bahwa dia memiliki sebuah stempel kuno berisi kode-kode rahasia ciptaan ilmuwan fanatik yang terobsesi pada kehancuran dunia berdasarkan mahakarya terhebat yang pernah ditulis—Inferno karya Dante. Ciptaan genetis ilmuwan tersebut mengancam kelangsungan umat manusia, Langdon harus berpacu dengan waktu memecahkan teka-teki yang berkelindan dalam puisi-puisi gelap Dante Alighieri. Belum lagi, dia harus menghindari sepasukan tentara berseragam hitam yang bertekad menangkapnya.

"Tempat tergelap di neraka dicadangkan bagi mereka yang tetap bersikap netral di saat krisis moral."
(AKA, my new favorite quote!)

'Ilmuwan fanatik yang terobsesi pada kehancuran dunia' seperti disebutkan dalam sinopsis di atas bernama Bertrand Zobrist. Ia menganggap bahwa keadaan dunia saat ini, dimana kejahatan, kehancuran, perbuatan-perbuatan jelek manusia seperti korupsi, curang, suka menipu, gila terhadap harta, dan keburukan-keburukan lain yang disebut dalam The Divine Comedy ciptaan Dante (Saligia, atau umumnya dikenal sebagai The 7 Deadly Sins) bersumber dari satu hal: Overpopulasi. Overpopulasi menyebabkan keadaan ekonomi memarah, bumi makin rusak karena terus menerus dimanfaatkan melebihi kapasitas, penyakit mematikan merajalela, penduduk miskin semakin banyak, kriminalitas berkembang, dan sejuta masalah lain. Bila hal ini terus menerus berlangsung, maka menurut perhitungan, dalam waktu 100 tahun mendatang kehidupan manusia akan punah sepenuhnya. Untuk menghindari kepunahan tersebut, Bertrand Zobrist berniat untuk mengurangi jumlah manusia yang hidup, dari (hampir) 8 miliar menjadi 4 miliar. Baginya, kehilangan beberapa jumlah manusia lebih baik daripada kepunahan total. Bersama Sienna Brooks, Langdon menyusuri kota Florence di Itali demi memecahkan kode-kode yang bisa menuntunnya untuk mencegah 'pengurangan jumlah manusia' ini terjadi. Namun pada saat yang sama, ia juga harus lari dari pihak-pihak yang ingin menangkapnya.


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Membaca karya teranyar dari Dan Brown ini, buat aku, menyenangkan banget. Rasanya bahkan bisa bilang bahwa Inferno adalah buku-buku Dan Brown terfavorit dari semua buku sebelumnya! Selain lebih mudah dimengerti (kudos buat Bentang Pustaka yang sekali lagi bisa menerjemahkan karya Dan Brown dengan hasil akhir yang bagus banget, here's my applause for ya!), mungkin alasan utamanya emang karena aku tertarik dengan tokoh Dante dan The Divine Comedy-nya, meskipun sebelum baca buku ini pengetahuanku ya sebatas itu aja: Dante adalah penulis karya epik The Divine Comedy, yang terdiri dari Inferno, Purgatorio, dan Paradiso. Hehehe.

Secara keseluruhan, Dan Brown memang lagi-lagi menggunakan formula yang persis sama dengan buku-buku beliau lainnya. Dengan banyak referensi sejarah, seni, simbol-simbol, tokoh wanita cantik sebagai pemeran utama kedua, adanya pihak-pihak yang memburu Langdon, dan keberadaan tokoh 'protagonis' yang ternyata justru 'suspect' terbesar, semua hadir kembali di Inferno. Dalam beberapa hal, ini ngebuat Inferno jadi agak mudah ditebak, dan elemen surprise-nya jadi berkurang, tapi untungnya nggak mengurangi keseruan cerita. Terutama dengan banyaknya twist-twist mengagetkan yang rada bikin mindblown! Wah, di Inferno ini twist-nya gila dan keren banget. Kalau biasanya hanya ada satu twist besar dalam novel-novel Dan Brown, di Inferno banyak twist-twist dari twist awal (halah), jadinya twist-ception :)) Terutama tentang identitas dan tujuan asli (tidak hanya satu tapi banyak!) tokoh dalam cerita, yang sempet bikin nganga saking kagetnya.

Karena Dante lahir di kota Florence, Itali, maka latar tempat dalam cerita ini pun sebagian besar berada di kota kecil nan indah tersebut. Dan Brown mengajak kita untuk menyusuri berbagai tempat sarat sejarah yang mengisi sudut-sudut Florence seperti Pitti Palace, Palazzo Vecchio, Boboli Garden, Koridor Vasari, lalu 'mencekoki' kita dengan rentetan detail panjang tentang riwayat, serta tokoh-tokoh yang terlibat di dalamnya. Ia juga mengenalkan kita dengan berbagai tokoh seni terkenal yang terinspirasi oleh Dante dalam menciptakan karya-karya besar, contohnya pelukis dan pemahat terkenal Michaelangelo. Kemudian ia akan mengajak kita ke Venesia, tempat Basilika Santo Markus berada, juga Hagia Sophia di Istanbul, Turki! Poin lain yang saya suka disini: Bisa jalan-jalan melalui buku ;)

Tidak perlu tahu banyak tentang Dante, The Divine Comedy, maupun hal-hal lain sebelum membaca Inferno ini, karena Dan Brown akan memberikan penjelasan yang jelas (dan panjang) sehingga kita bisa mengerti tanpa harus punya ilmu tentang itu. Di satu sisi, buat aku ini menarik karena aku emang orangnya pengen tauan, dan senang baca hal-hal berbau sejarah seni yang diselipkan di buku novel seperti ini, tapi di sisi lain, ini bisa juga jadi kelemahan karena seringkali Dan Brown terlalu detail dalam 'membagi pengetahuannya'. Di banyak momen, bisa jadi pembaca merasa penjelasan penulis agak 'melenceng kemana-mana' dari arah cerita intinya, dan lebih memilih untuk skimming bagian-bagian tersebut. Terlepas dari itu semua, empat jempol patut aku acungkan untuk kedalaman Dan Brown dalam menulis buku-bukunya. Nggak kebayang itu risetnya gimana dan sejauh apa.

Kemudian, isu sosial yang disinggung dalam Inferno ini juga merupakan isu yang nyata dan terasa dekat dengan kehidupan sehari-hari. Sebenarnya, sedikit banyak aku setuju dengan pendapat Bertrand Zobrist bahwa akar semua masalah saat ini adalah ketidakseimbangan jumlah manusia di bumi dengan kapasitas yang bisa ditampungnya. Semua orang berebut ingin memenuhi kebutuhan mereka sendiri, hingga kebutuhan orang lain pun diabaikan. Ditambah lagi dengan teknologi yang semakin canggih namun tidak diimbangi kecerdasan pemakai. Keadaan ini yang kemudian melahirkan sifat-sifat tujuh dosa besar tadi: Sombong, serakah, malas, pemarah, rakus, iri hati dan nafsu. Tapi yang aku nggak setuju adalah 'cara' menyelesaikan masalahnya...

"Di bawah tekanan overpopulasi, mereka yang tidak pernah berpikir untuk mencuri, akan menjadi pencuri untuk memberi makan keluarga mereka. Mereka yang tidak pernah berpikir untuk membunuh, akan menjadi pembunuh untuk mempertahankan anak-anak mereka."

In conclusion, aku menikmati banget baca Inferno karya Dan Brown ini. Bagi yang pernah baca buku-buku Dan Brown sebelumnya emang bakal ngerasa 'agak' bosan karena formulanya lagi-lagi sama, jadi ceritanya mudah ketebak, tapi di luar itu, Inferno ini bagus banget dengan muatan sejarah seni, suspense dan petualangan menebak kode-kode yang seru! It's so worth the time and money (125k for the awesome translated version) you'll spend to read the book.

PS: Versi filmnya dikabarkan akan tayang Desember 2015, dan Tom Hanks bakal tetap main sebagai Robert Langdon :D

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Baca review lain tentang Inferno dari teman-teman BBI: Rahib dari Buku yang Kubaca | Athiah dari Open Book Now | Luna dari Ravenclaw Note |

Dan untuk bacaan terkait tentang Inferno, ternyata pernah dibahas oleh Mbak Fanda di blognya: Fanda Classiclit


December 31, 2013

2013 End of Year Book Survey


I initially wanted to join the annual Book Kaleidoscope again just like last year, but then I changed my mind and decided to join the fun on Jamie's annual end of year book survey :D





1. Best book you read in 2013?
Well I CANNOT mention just one!
Golden, Inferno, Me Before You, Eleanor & Park, Stolen, Tangled, These Broken Stars. I also reread Where She Went and On the Jellicoe Road, both my all-time favorites. For locals (Eventhough I hardly read them this year!) my vote goes to Pulang and Melbourne: Rewind.

2. Books you were excited about and thought you were going to love more but didn't?
Fangirl by Rainbow Rowell.

3. Most surprising (in a good way!) book you read in 2013?
Mara Dyer series! I honestly thought the books were pure contemporary with a little dash of horror (I know, silly me!), so I was surprised when the story got to the paranormal part, haha, but I loved it!

4. Books you read that you recommend to people most in 2013?
Me Before You and Eleanor & Park. You haven't read those? You're missing BIG THINGS!

5. Best series you discovered in 2013?
I don't think I read that many series this year (I stick to standalones & companions) and I'm kinda embarassed to admit this, but I enjoyed the Crossfire trilogy by Sylvia Day a lot more than I initially thought I would!

6. Favorite new authors you discovered in 2013?
Jessi Kirby! And perhaps Emma Chase, too.

7. Best book that was out of your comfort zone or a new genre for you?
I don't usually read horror, mystery, thriller and anything similar to it, and since goodreads categorized Gone Girl by Gillian Flynn as psychological thriller, I'd have to say that one. I love the book! Got it from my secret santa :)

8. Most thrilling, unputdownable book in 2013?
Inferno and Stolen! Also These Broken Stars. I stayed up until 4 am to read that book.

9. Book you read in 2013 that you are most likely to re-read next year?
Amy & Roger's Epic Detour is such a re-readable (?) material. Looove it!

10. Favorite cover of a book you read in 2013?
Why BOOK, why not BOOKS? Ugh, this is hard. Though I think this one is the absolute answer.


11. Most memorable character you read in 2013
Beatrice Prior. Her utmost act of bravery & selflessness deserves a lifetime award.

12. Most beautifully written book in 2013
If you're going for the lovely prose, it's of course Unravel Me. Night of Cake and Puppets, too, though it's actually a novella.

13. Book that has the greatest impact on you in 2013?
Golden actually guided me when I had to make the most important decision in my life yet (which was, apparently, choosing college majors) and pushed me to believe that I should prioritize what makes me happy, not what I think will impress people of me :)

14. Books you can't believe you WAITED until 2013 to read?
The Help! It's such a good book but I was initially intimidated by it. After I saw the movie I decided to pick the book and didn't regret it at all!

15. Favorite passage/quote from a book you read in 2013
Gah, I think I have to pass this one. I love quotes and I live for quotes, but there are SOOO MANY good quotes that I've read this year so I don't think I can really thin it out to one!

16. Shortest & longest book you read in 2013?
The Transfer by Veronica Roth (it's a novella) with only 34 pages. The longest was Jane Eyre by Charlotte Bronte with 688 pages (yawn, yawn). But I think if you count Haruki Murakami's 1Q84 (I read the translated edition, which was splitted into three parts, but originally they were one book) it could be the longest with nearly 1000 pages.

17. Book that had a scene in it that had you REELING AND DYING to talk to somebody about it (a WTF moment, an epic revelation, a steamy kiss etc etc) Be careful of spoilers!
ALLEGIANT, OF COURSE!ALLLL DA FEELZ.

18. Favorite relationship from a book you read in 2013 (be it romantic, friendship, etc)
For friendship, I love Eva & Cary's from the Crossfire trilogy. Romance.... Hmmm this is hard so I have to say Mia & Adam's (I reread the book this year, afterall! *winks*) No family in the books I've read this year was fun enough to make me want to be a part of them as much as I wanted to be one of the Garretts from My Life Next Door, so, none.

19. Favorite book you read from an author you've read previously in 2013
Melbourne by Winna Efendi (I know I can always count on her books), Where She Went, Unravel Me.

20. Best book you read in 2013 that SOLELY based on a recommendation from somebody else:
Cheeky Romance by Kim Eun Jeong. There were some LOL moments in the book that had me in tears because I laughed so hard!

21. Genre that you read the most in 2013
Contemporary YA! All my resolutions of reading more genres like fantasy, historical fiction, and nonfiction were forgotten. Well, I read ONE non-fiction though, and some fantasy, so it wasn't a total failure!

22. Newest fictional crush from a book you read in 2013?
Mentioning just ONE is cruel!
Here is my list of 2013 new book boyfriends (Ha!): Tarver Merendsen from These Broken Stars, Park from Eleanor & Park, Levi from Fangirl, Maximilian Prasetya from Melbourne, Henry from Second Chance Summer, and Ryan from Dare You To (my baseball boy!). Warner from Unravel Me is also a new crush since I used to hate him on Shatter Me tee-hee.

December 20, 2013

Changes, Plans, and Secret Santa 2013

December has been such a lovely month so far! Selalu deh di akhir tahun rasanya terbingung-bingung kok bisa ya 12 bulan sudah hampir terlewat begitu saja. Di post kali ini aku mau ngobrol tentang beberapa hal, diantaranya perubahan-perubahan di IPR, rencana untuk tahun 2014, daaaaan Secret Santa!

I made some big changes on the blog! Aku orangnya termasuk bosenan, dan seringnya sehabis blogwalking ke blog-blog lain yang designnya cantik-cantik, jadi gatel pengen utak-atik blog sendiri. Selain ungu, warna yang lagi aku favoritin belakangan ini adalah aqua! Menurut aku warna aqua ini cantik banget. Karena design terakhir udah penuh dengan ungu (with a little touch of yellow, red and blue too) sekarang IPR balik lagi ke warna dominan putih ditambah aqua, deh. For those of you who are reading this post, what do you think of the new design? Shoot me with your words! I'm open to any opinions :)

Meskipun udah lebih dari setahun dibuat, IPR masih payah banget dalam urusan update konten dan isi blog, sampai-sampai banyak juga yang bilang supaya aku lebih sering update. Kalau mau cari-cari alasan, bisa sih, diantaranya 2013 ini hectic banget sama persiapan UN SMA, ujian masuk kuliah, ospek di kampus baru dan sebagainya. Tapi toh banyak juga blogger lain yang sibuk dan mereka bisa tetap nyeimbangin waktu antara blogging dan kegiatan sehari-hari, ya? Jadi alasanku kayaknya nggak kuat, deh. Akhirnya aku memutuskan untuk pasang beberapa goals buat IPR di tahun 2014 nanti, diantaranya:

  • Dalam sebulan, harus posting minimal 5 postingan. Harus. Biar nggak sepi-sepi amat... Hehehe. Isi postingan juga usahakan lebih bervariasi, nggak cuma review aja (Inget ya, Tirta!)
  • Pasang target Goodreads Reading Challenge 100 buku lagi, dan harus berhasil. (I'm really strunggling to accomplish my 2013 Goodreads Reading Challenge right now! It says I'm now '8 books behind schedule', eeeek)
  • Lebih aktif berpartisipasi di BBI. *mesem-mesem sendiri*
  • Tapi harus tetap bisa nyeimbangin waktu antara kuliah, social life dan blogging! Mungkin ada teman-teman yang mau kasih saran atau masukan gimana caranya supaya poin yang ini bisa berhasil? :)

Secret Santa adalah kegiatan rutin tahunan yang diadakan oleh divisi event BBI menjelang natal. Cara mainnya sama aja sih seperti Secret Santa yang udah umum dilakukan dimana-mana, yakni masing-masing partisipan mendapat tugas untuk kasih hadiah ke targetnya, dengan merahasiakan identitas pengirim. Hadiahnya adalah buku-buku yang ada di wishlist si target tersebut, boleh satu buku, dua buku, yang penting tidak kurang dari nominal Rp 50.000

Sewaktu Secret Santa tahun lalu, aku udah jadi anggota BBI, tapi belum ikutan karena masih pengen jadi observer. Setelah diliat, ternyata seru juga. Jadi kita masing-masing akan dapat hadiah + riddle dari Santa, dan melalui riddle itu kita harus bisa nebak siapa identitas si Santa. Nanti akan ada waktu untuk posting review buku dari Santa sekaligus nebak siapa Santanya. Lalu sehari kemudian, Santa akan nge-reveal dirinya ke target masing-masing.


Tahun ini, aku memutuskan buat ikutan Secret Santa 2013. Lalu, karena sibuk sama persiapan pentas teater buat Petang Kreatif Festival Budaya di kampus, aku malah jadi agak-agak lupa tentang event ini. Baru ngeh ketika tanggal 9 Desember (batas seharusnya pengiriman hadiah buat target), waks, aku belum kirim buku untuk targetku! Bahkan bikin riddle-nya aja belum (jadi, buat targetku, maklum aja ya kalo riddle-nya rada lame, hehehe). Hadiah dari Santaku sendiri pun belum datang. Aku sedikit-banyak jadi agak worried juga waktu itu. Kalo kadoku nggak datang, gimana ya? Untungnya 3 hari kemudian yang ditunggu-tunggu sampai di rumah :D




Dan ternyata setelah dibuka.... Di dalamnya ada 3 items! Yang pertama adalah buku Gone Girl, karya Gillian Flynn. WAKS! Aku rada-rada histeris juga. Soalnya aku yakin banget buku yang bakalan aku terima itu Shadow & Bone karya Leigh Bardugo. Habis isi wishlist-ku agak-agak kurang ajar sih, hampir semuanya adalah buku-buku yang belum diterjemahin gitu, kecuali Shadow & Bone (HEHEHE). Ternyata Santa ngirimnya Gone Girl ini.  

Aku udah sejak lama penasaran banget sama Gone Girl, apalagi setelah Ben Affleck dikabarkan bakal main di adaptasi filmnya. Tapi ragu mau beli pakai uang sendiri, karena genrenya bukan genre yang biasa aku baca #dikeplak. Alhamdulillah Santa kasih yang ini. Dan nggak cuma itu aja! Ada dua bonus di dalamnya, yaitu green tea latte dan satu notebook merah. Santaku baik bangeeeeet :'D




Riddle, jujur aja, adalah bagian yang paling bikin deg-degan buat aku. Gimana kalau Santa ngasih riddle-nya yang susah? Aku lumayan takjub abisnya pas tau cerita-cerita dari Bajay tentang riddle-riddle tahun lalu yang pada super niat bikinnya. Untungnya riddle yang datang justru nggak sesusah yang dibayangkan, hehe. Apalagi karena di poin ke #4 itu jelas banget maksudnya. Sekarang aku udah 100% yakin banget siapa Santa baik pengirim Gone Girl + green tea latte + notebook itu. Makasih banyak, Santa! :D Gone Girl-nya udah aku baca sampai halaman 69. Tunggu reviewnya + tebakan tentang identitas Santa di akhir Januari nanti, ya!




December 14, 2013

Night of Cake and Puppets by Laini Taylor


Night of Cake and Puppets
by Laini Taylor
published on November 26th 2013 by Hodder & Stoughton (UK)
ebook edition
Young Adult/Paranormal/Fantasy/Romance
#2,5 of The Daughter of Smoke and Bone Trilogy
79 pages (a novella!)
read in English

***

In Night of Cake & Puppets, Taylor brings to life a night only hinted at in the Daughter of Smoke & Bone trilogy—the magical first date of fan-favorites Zuzana and Mik. Told in alternating perspectives, it’s the perfect love story for fans of the series and new readers alike. Petite though she may be, Zuzana is not known for timidity. Her best friend, Karou, calls her “rabid fairy,” her “voodoo eyes” are said to freeze blood, and even her older brother fears her wrath. But when it comes to the simple matter of talking to Mik, or “Violin Boy,” her courage deserts her. Now, enough is enough. Zuzana is determined to meet him, and she has a fistful of magic and a plan. It’s a wonderfully elaborate treasure hunt of a plan that will take Mik all over Prague on a cold winter’s night before finally leading him to the treasure: Herself! Violin Boy’s not going to know what hit him.

"You almost hold up your piece of paper and say, 'The girl I like just gave me a treasure map to herself.'"

Night of Cake and Puppets was a very pleasant surprise! Zuzana and Mik were the secondary characters from The Daughter of Smoke and Bone trilogy, and just like other secondary characters in the series like Brimstone, Issa, Twiga... Zuze and her violin boy were special. They're unique in their own way, and I got to love them more after what happened in book two. So it was lovely to get to know more about their first date night. And it was told in dual POV! Yay!

Then again, what do you usually refer a date night to? Awkward glances, cheesy lines, expectation of a first kiss, the butterflies in the stomach.... Oh well, all those cliches. But cliche isn't something that could describe Laini Taylor. No, of course! First of all, Zuzana and Mik were no ordinary characters. Zuze was really cute! Like a ball of cuteness and excitedness bundled with pretty dresses, that's how I always envisioned her. She may be small and tiny, but this energy of her is huge! I love reading her minds, her thoughts... I love getting to know more about her, her family, her views about Karou, her life in Prague....

"Hey! My body may be small, but my soul is large. It's why I wear platforms. So I can reach the top of my soul" - Daughter of Smoke and Bone

"I might wear lace collars and laugh flower petals and pearls. People might try to pat me. I see them think it. My height triggers the puppy-kitten reflex- Must touch-and I've found that since you can't electrify yourself like a fence, the next best thing is to have murderer's eyes."


In Night of Cake and Puppets, Zuzana finally gathered her courage and made Mik a treasure hunt map to follow. A treasure hunt as a way of telling someone how she feels about him! And the treasure itself was Zuze herself! How brave, how lovely. See, I told you, there's nothing ordinary about Laini and the way her world works. 

To be honest, from the two previous books, I didn't really have much opinion about Mik, other than this boy seemed to be really in love with his girl. Yes, it showed! Through Night of Cake and Puppets, though, Laini Taylor provided us with much information about how they met, how they first noticed each other, and all about that while we follow Mik going over his treasure hunt. A clue leads to another clue, and another, and another... But then Mik had another plan! So will the treasure hunt ended up as how Zuze wanted it to be?

The setting of Prague in the novella was even clearer and clearer in this book, and this ist exactly one of Laini's strongest point: She's the expert of describing the places in her book. It was so well-described. Prague is, once again, officially on the top list of my most wanted to visit places in the world. The magicalness, eerieness, strangeness of the city... I fell in love with it! It was a blatant show of how much Laini knows the place, the world that she had created in the trilogy.

Another thing that I love from the novella is that the readers could feel how strong the bond between Zuze and Karou, about how special their friendship for each one of them. Zuze is Karou's best supporter, and vice versa. Eventhough Karou couldn't always be around all the times, it didn't deter their closeness at all. Karou let Zuze have some of her scuppies to help with the date night, and troughout the night they kept texting to each other, giving updates of how the night went.

All in all, I love Night of Cake and Puppets! Zuzana and Mik were such a lovely couple, and this kind of cuteness that Laini Taylor wrote about their magical date night is something different altogether from all the cuteness that we usually read from other books! Also, beautiful proses, beautiful proses everywhere. Love, love it. Zuze and Mik's story was a pleasant bridge while we wait for the final book in the trilogy, Dreams of Gods and Monsters, which will be out in 2014! Eeeeek, can't wait!

“His eyes are blue, and blue eyes up close are a celestial phenomenon: nebulae as seen through telescopes, the light of unnamed stars diffused through dusts and elements and endlessness. Layers of light. Blue eyes are starlight.”

December 02, 2013

Help, I'm Broke and Drowning in Books! (AKA, Another Book Haul)


November kemarin adalah bulan yang bahkan dari awal aja udah bikin bangkrut sampe harus nahan-nahan jajan selama sebulan. Sebabnya tak lain dan tak bukan adalah karena.... Indonesia Book Fair! Yak. Acaranya berlangsung tanggal 2-10 November kemarin, di tempat biasa, Istora Senayan. Dari awal aku udah berniat buat berburu buku-buku impor yang kabarnya lagi dibanting-banting tulang harganya (dapat laporan dari Bajay kalo TFIOS dan Every Day dibanting jadi 25k saja... Kalap lah Tirta)


Tapi ternyata dua buku diatas justru nggak ketemu begitu aku kesana tanggal 5 November, huhuhu. Aku cuma mampir ke 4 booth: Periplus, Sabana Used Books, Dhita Books, sama Yusuf Agency. Bahkan Mizan dan kelompok Agromedia pun nggak aku hirau-in. Paling seneng begitu di Sabana! Disana banyak buku-buku YA yang nyempil tersembunyi, dan butuh usaha ekstra buat ngintipin judul-judul dan narikin bukunya keluar. Harganya nggak terlalu ramah sih, setelah diskon masih kisaran 50-60k (Makanya agak-agak bengong juga pas ngitung total belanjanya sewaktu di rumah), tapi bahagia banget begitu tau mereka punya buku-buku Melina Marchetta dan Sarah Dessen! Wuoh. Juara. Kondisi bukunya pun bagus-bagus, nggak mengecewakan :D #bukanpostberbayar


My apology for the shitty quality of the photos....

Ini beli karena impuls, di booth Periplus IBF. Bener-bener belum pernah denger judul ataupun tau siapa penulisnya sebelum liat buku ini (ternyata beliau adalah yang nulis The Virgin Suicides). Tertarik sebagian karena desain covernya yang minimalis, sebagian karena sinopsis. Ceritanya gimana? Well, lumayan sih, tapi agak boring, hehehe. 

Yak, sepuluh ribu saja! Beli di bazaar buku murah fakultasku, seperti biasa, waktu acara Falasido-nya anak Sastra Indonesia (waktu itu Sapardi Djoko Damono datang jadi pembicara salah di satu seminar dalam acara tersebut... Tapi aku nggak bisa ikutan karena ada kelas. HIKS)

Re-read. Pinjem dari Sania. Kali ketiga baca buku ini, emosinya udah nggak seheboh waktu baca pertama kali, tapi tetep aja bikin miris meringis ya.... Nggak sabar buat filmnya tahun depan! :D

Akhirnya! Setelah nunda cukup lama buat baca buku terakhir dari seri Delirium, aku pinjem Requiem dari Sarah karena penasaran. Abis banyak yang bilang kalo buku ketiga ini mengecewakan dan jelek endingnya (di Top Ten Tuesday edisi Best/Worst Series Ending, Requiem termasuk paling sering masuk daftar Worst). Setelah aku baca, well... Sempat mandek beberapa hari sih, tapi anehnya aku suka-suka aja tuh :))

Setelah sekian lama, bulan lalu beli buku dari Penerbit Haru lagi! Makin kesini aku akuin udah makin enak baca terjemahannya Haru, udah nggak kaku bahasanya, font lebih besar, rapi, fisik pun membaik: kertas bagus, cover juga bagus. Sayang terkadang masih ada pemilihan kata/diksi-diksi yang aneh, menurutku. Untuk cerita dari Hyun Go Wun sendiri, jujur aku lebih suka buku beliau sebelumnya, 4 Ways to Get a Wife.

Seri STPC Gagas kedua setelah Melbourne, nih. Sayang sampe sekarang aku belum berhasil nyelesaiin. Entah kenapa....

Wehehehe. Ini juga karena impuls, pengen tau kayak apa sih tulisannya Ayu Utami? Beli di bazaar acara Falasido juga. Status: Belum dibaca. #keprukTirta #eits #nimbunituhalal

Seneng banget dapet buku ini di Sabana! Sebenarnya waktu itu ada dua buku lain dari Sarah Dessen: Keeping the Moon, yang aku belum pernah baca (tapi nggak tertarik) dan What Happened to Goodbye, yang udah dibaca. Cuma diantara What Happened to Goodbye dan This Lullaby, aku lebih milih This Lullaby, hehe. Kembali bertemu lagi dengan Dexter <3

Ini juga termasuk best buy dari IBF kemarin. Melina Marchetta, buat aku, udah nggak diraguin lagi deh kemampuannya buat nulis YA (baik contemporary maupun fantasy) yang menyentuh dan 'dalem'. Selain Looking for Alibrandi, aku juga rekomendasiin banget On the Jellicoe Road ini. Bagusnya nggak nanggung-nanggung!

Sejujurnya, aku sama sekali nggak tau apa-apa tentang The Carrie Diaries maupun seri Sex and The City buatan Candace Bushnell ini. Baca bukunya nggak pernah, nonton serial TV-nya pun belum. Cuma tau aja bahwa seri TV The Carrie Diaries yang lagi tayang sekarang dibintangin sama Austin Butler (yang charmingnya minta ampun). Beli deh, he he he. Penasaran.

Entah kenapa aku beli Fever ini.... Udah denger dari lama sih tentang bukunya, tapi INI BUKU KEDUA, EUY, TIRTA. Buku pertamanya aja bahkan belum baca... Semoga bagus ya, semoga.

Waktu SMA dulu pernah coba baca seri The Mortal Instruments, yang hasilnya gagal total. Bukannya nggak suka, gimana ya? Menarik sih, tapi males aja gitu bacanya. Nah, seri Infernal Devices ini sering seliweran di Tumblr dan banyak yang bilang lebih bagus dari TMI. Ayok, deh, dicoba. Buku satunya dulu tapi....



Nah, ini dia buku pertamanya dari Infernal Devices. Itu ada kertas HVS nyempil buat nandain udah baca sampe mana, ehehe (Iya, aku bisa pake apa aja jadi bookmark. Bon, uang, penggaris, bahkan pernah sekali waktu pakai.... kaos kaki. Ew Bersih tapiiii) Sebelnya, baru baca sedikit, kemudian buka Tumblr dan TIBA-TIBA NGGAK SENGAJA LIAT SPOILER. HUHUHU. Bete. Nggak seru lagi deh mau ngelanjutin juga. Jadinya di-stop bacanya sementara ini, mau ngumpulin niat dulu.... #hah #alasanmacamapa


Ini yang lagi dibaca sekarang, saat ini juga! Belinya pun baru kemarin siang, di Books&Beyond kampus. Bulan Desember ini lagi penuh promo buat member B&B (UYEAH), aku senaaaang :D Kenapa beli Where She Went Ta, padahal udah punya dan udah baca berkali-kali? Jawabannya cuma satu nama: Adam Wilde, Adam Wilde, Adam Wilde <3
Btw, If I Stay lagi proses filming, lho! Lumayan excited juga sama deretan pemainnya: Chloe Moretz jadi Mia, Jamie Blackley jadi Adam (less-known actor, yay!), Jakob Davies jadi Teddy, Liana Liberato jadi Kim.

Although, me no fancy your hair in the movie, Adam. Bleh.

Sementara itu, ebooks yang berhasil aku baca selama November kemarin cuma tiga: These Broken Stars, Crash Into You, dan Angelfall.


These Broken Stars by Amie Kaufman and Meagan Spooner - Loved it! Such a well-written debut with lovely main characters and unique setting. Will be published this month, on the 10th of December.
Crash Into You by Katie McGarry - Another book by Katie McGarry... It's now show time for Isaiah! Not as intense as Dare You To but better than Pushing the Limits.
Angelfall by Susan Ee - Well, that awkward moment when you do not like a book as much as you want to, while other people can't stop praising the book over and over again. Don't know what's wrong with me. Almost all the people I befriended on Goodreads gave Angelfall 5 full stars and have been saying nothing but good things about this story of Penryn. But I just cannot fall into it and ended up giving it 3 stars... Will still continue on with book #2, World After, though.

Jadi sebenernya, nggak begitu banyak sih (apalagi kalau dibandingin sama teman-teman BBI yang lain, yak? Huehehe) Tapi aku agak sedikit overwhelmed juga dengan jumlah buku-buku fisik yang numpuk dan nunggu dibaca. Udah lama nggak beli buku sebanyak itu, tahun ini lebih suka baca ebooks soalnya...

PS: Sama seperti sebelumnya, post ini aku submit ke Buying Monday :)


Have fun and read some more! 


November 24, 2013

These Broken Stars by Amie Kaufman and Meagan Spooner

These Broken Stars

written by Amie Kaufman & Meagan Spooner
(will be) published on December 10th 2013 by Disney Hyperion
Young Adult/Science-Fiction/Romance
#1 book of Starbound trilogy
384 pages
read in English (not translated yet)

***

It's a night like any other on board the Icarus. Then, catastrophe strikes: the massive luxury spaceliner is yanked out of hyperspace and plummets into the nearest planet. Lilac LaRoux and Tarver Merendsen survive. And they seem to be alone. 

Lilac is the daughter of the richest man in the universe. Tarver comes from nothing, a young war hero who learned long ago that girls like Lilac are more trouble than they’re worth. But with only each other to rely on, Lilac and Tarver must work together, making a tortuous journey across the eerie, deserted terrain to seek help. 

Then, against all odds, Lilac and Tarver find a strange blessing in the tragedy that has thrown them into each other’s arms. Without the hope of a future together in their own world, they begin to wonder—would they be better off staying here forever?

Everything changes when they uncover the truth behind the chilling whispers that haunt their every step. Lilac and Tarver may find a way off this planet. But they won't be the same people who landed on it.

The Icarus is falling. She’s like a great beast up in the sky, and I imagine her groaning as she wallows and turns, some part of her still fighting, engines firing in an attempt to escape gravity. For a few moments she seems to hang there, eclipsing one of the planet’s moons, pale in the afternoon sky.

Titanic in space was the line that was constantly repeated everytime someone promoted These Broken Stars, and it wasn't wrong at all. Yes, there are big similarities between the movie and this book, but there's also SO MUCH MORE. I'm not one who read a lot of sci-fi, but These Broken Stars is definitely what I want to read when I read a book from the sci-fi category. I enjoyed it even more than Across the Universe by Beth Revis, which happened to take place in outer space too (but for some reasons I just cannot bring myself to read the second or third book of the series). The collaboration between Amie and Meagan was done beautifully, and this is only the first book of a trilogy! Yay!

The first thing that attracted me to These Broken Stars was, of course, the cover. I'm always drawn to cover that contains space as the background. Then to the girl who was wearing a stunning green dress, with gorgeous hair... And the boy, with the dog tag dangling from his neck. This cover describes our main characters perfectly. Lilac did really wear a green dress when the Icarus crashes, and Tarver was a soldier in this book. Also, this might sounds lame, but I really, really fancy their names. Lilac. Tarver. Lilac and Tarver. Perfect for each other ;)

There was instant attraction (no, not insta-love) that appeared when Lilac and Tarver met for the first time, but because of her glum experience corcerning a boy in the past, Lilac was quick to send Tarver off. Tarver, who initially did not recognize who Lilac was (daughter of the richest man in the galaxy, mind you), felt rejected and humiliated. When the Icarus crashes, these two people weren't exactly on a good term with each other. Lots of bantering, bickering, and push-and-pull game happened on their first few days on the strange planet, but their chemistry was undeniable. I really enjoyed every dialogs between them, and I love how easy it was to differ Lilac's voice with Tarver's.

"Would you like a rest?
She considers the question, then nods, reaching up to tuck her hair back where it belongs. "Where will I sit?"


Sit? Why, on this comfortable chaise lounge I've carried for you in my pocket, Your Highness. So glad you asked.


I have to admit, the principessa-attitude of Lilac in the first few chapters was annoying, and this girl was so stubborn, but this stubborness later resulted in a totally new version of Lilac. It was lovely to see the transformation of Lilac throughout the story. She's real, quick to learn, and quick to adapt to the situation. Along with Tarver, who's perfectly fine doing the survival thingy since he's well trained as a soldier, they helped each other to survive and stay alive in that totally strange and lonely planet where Icarus landed. And who doesn't want to have a boy like Tarver? This guy had manners, a hard-working man, loved his family, realistic, good at surviving, and handsome! Seeing Lilac and Tarver's character development was one of my favorite things about These Broken Stars. Their love was a slow-burn, but it was beautifully built, so when the 'confession' finally happened, it felt so worth it to read all those awkward, don't-really-like-each-other-but-have-to-stay-together-in-order-to-live moments in the previous pages.

“I choose her. I choose whatever world has her in it.”

So, yeah. There were a lot to These Broken Stars other than the sci-fi and romance part. The story was also about survival, and there was a slight paranormal side too, which I found strange at first. Tarver thought Lilac was being crazy, as a result of shock that struck her when the tragedy occured, because she started seeing things, hearing whispers, and all. At about three-quarter of These Broken Stars, something unbelievable happened (it left me speechless for a moment there), and up until this moment I'm still confused about that 'energy-creating' part, but oh well, it doesn't really matter because in the end, the story wrapped up exactly in the way I wanted to be!

Furthermore, I love how both authors described the setting in the book. On the Icarus, I can easily painted the image that was described through our characters, the luxuriousness of the ship, the festivity of the party... The tense feeling when the escape pod, albeit imperfectly, managed to part from the Icarus, the loneliness and helplessness feeling when Lilac and Tarver crashed in an unknown land... The uncertainty about their chance at surviving without any other people to help them, and will they ever be found and could they go back to their family? These Broken Stars is definitely a book that would make you feel a lot of emotions in different ranges.

I would totally recommend everyone to read These Broken Stars, eventhough you're not a fan of sci-fi, or YA in particular. This is a very well-written book, the dual narration works for both characters, and the story will simply left you feeling dazzled and pleased. These Broken Stars have easily made it to my 'best books I read in 2013' list. Also, there's no sequel to Lilac and Tarver's story, so you don't need to worry about what's in the future for this lovely couple! The second and third book in the Starbound trilogy will be something like.. companions, so just like Stephanie Perkins' books, it will feature other couples, and each book could be read as a stand-alone! Make sure you read it :)

November 03, 2013

Allegiant by Veronica Roth

Allegiant

written by Veronica Roth

published on October 22nd 2013 by Katherine-Tegen Books
Young Adult/Dystopia
329 pages
read in English (not translated yet)
other books by the author Divergent, Insurgent
***
One choice will define you.


What if your whole world was a lie?
What if a single revelation—like a single choice—changed everything?
What if love and loyalty made you do things you never expected?


The faction-based society that Tris Prior once believed in is shattered—fractured by violence and power struggles and scarred by loss and betrayal. So when offered a chance to explore the world past the limits she’s known, Tris is ready. Perhaps beyond the fence, she and Tobias will find a simple new life together, free from complicated lies, tangled loyalties, and painful memories.

But Tris’s new reality is even more alarming than the one she left behind. Old discoveries are quickly rendered meaningless. Explosive new truths change the hearts of those she loves. And once again, Tris must battle to comprehend the complexities of human nature—and of herself—while facing impossible choices about courage, allegiance, sacrifice, and love.

"Am I done yet?"

You know one word that would be most-fitting if I have to describe the series in one word? It's liferuiner.

Let's talk about my experience reading Allegiant first. I have to admit that I've forgotten most of what happened in the last book (that's to say, Insurgent didn't actually leave much impression on me), so there were a lot of catch-ups happened. I kept asking myself every once in a while What? What happened? When? How? Before I continued on the next part. And the constant flood of information didn't help! Seriously, throughout the book I was like Wait wait wait! and had to go back one or two pages so I could process the informations properly. Please understand that English isn't my native language and yes, it took me awhile to really understand all the gene thing. This is actually my main complain about he book, because all two books before talked about factions, factions, factions, factionless, and now suddenly it's all about genes. All the factions happened and created because of genes. Gene this, gene that....

The next complain was, the characterizations. Our two main characters have a very special place in my heart and I love them dearly, but duh God, Allegiant made me want to slap them. Tobias, mostly. There was this kind of love/hate feeling for him. He changed so much in Allegiant, to be someone who's weak and indecisive. It seemed as if he couldn't keep his mind on one thing, and he became so stupid about his decisions! It was very contrast to the Tobias we've got to known from Divergent and Insurgent, when he was portrayed as  strong, intuitive, tough, a Dauntless legend, even! He's somewhat untouchable. But now that I have read The Transfer and Free Four, it's hard not to sympathize with this boy. So yeah, I was annoyed a lot by his actions, but really, it was all just the insecure part of him, the broken part that was caused by the neglect of his parents which made him so lost and wanting to feel secure. This dark side slowly catched up with Tobias and eat him from the inside. All I want was to hug him tightly and kick him afterward.

"I guess I always knew there was something wrong with me, but I thought it was because of my father, or my mother, and the pain they bequeathed to me like a family heirloom, handed down from generation to generation."

While for Tris... No, no. Let's not talk about Tris for a while. Let's put a hold on this matter until the end of my review. Now let's talk about... The plot. Yeah, the plot.

Allegiant was very fast-paced. Big things instantly happened or done right after a character tought or talked about it, with no break at all. It was so full of tension, and for me, it's a good thing, up until the moment where I had to stop reading it, because I didn't want the book to end sooner. I want the experience to last, yo! Veronica Roth was consistent about the pace. Allegiant was full of BANG! BANG! BANG! moments all the way that would make you constantly feeling surprised. While it can be exhausting for the readers, I do think this one point is good to keep us interested.

Another good thing about the Divergent series, is the romance. Of course. Because unlike any other series where authors have a thing for the other boy or love triangle, Veronica Roth kept her words on not adding a second option for our Beatrice. This fact somehow made me feel secured about their relationship, because I don't have to worry about choosing a team! (Yea) This is also the part where Tris became the real heroine. It seemed like our girl can do no wrong in Allegiant. There were lots of moments when Tris & Four's relationship was tested, mostly caused by Tobias' stupid actions and annoying demeanors, but Tris, being the kickawesome girl that she was, was able to forgive him and decided to move past all that! Even for this one fatal moment when it seemed like Tobias' fault was unforgivable. Tris just kept reminding him that he's whole, worth-loving, he's strong and someone who's good enough for her... What a girl. At a certain way, I think Veronica Roth had made Tris too perfect in Allegiant. Not only she's strong, brave and tough as usual, but she's also generous, capable of forgiving AND most importantly, so selfless.

“I fell in love with him. But I don't just stay with him by default as if there's no one else available to me. I stay with him because I choose to, every day that I wake up, every day that we fight or lie to each other or disappoint each other. I choose him over and over again, and he chooses me.

Wait. Selfless Tris. That bring us to the ending.
Oh god, the ending.

[WARNING: THIS PART OF THE REVIEW CONTAINS SPOILER ABOUT THE ENDING! Highlight the lines to read it.]

I cannot, until this day, decide on what to feel about the ending— happy (or in peace, at least) or extremely upset about it. Mostly I just want too look out for Tobias :(

Somehow I feel like I know this kind of ending would happen from the moment the author announced that the last book will be told in both POVs of Tris and Tobias because why else would we need dual point of views, right? But I was kinda hoping that my gut was to be proved wrong. I mean, how could Veronica Roth be so cruel on him?! Of all the people in his life (from an abusive father, passive mother) Tris was the only good thing about it AND THEN THE AUTHOR TOOK HER AWAY? CRUEL. I had so many emotions going on while reading the last pages of Allegiant. Shocked came first. Blank moment second because my brain, of course, denied to process the words. After that, rage toward the author for taking away one of my favorite heroines. Then this sorrow and despair I also felt alongside Tobias, especially at the part where he broke down beside Tris' lifeless body AND THE PART WHERE HE WANTED TO DRINK THE SERUM! OH GOD WHAT A JOKE. Also, the part where he had those flashback moments of Tris jumping into the net first and "I suppose a fire that burns that bright is not meant to last," UGGGGGH. Tons of tears were shed that night, and a heart was wrenched in the worst possible way. 

But to think again, and after reading Veronica's reason for pulling a very controversial move like that (if you haven't read the post, please read it), the act of sacrificing herself for his brother was, undoubtedly and absolutely, so very Tris. It's one thing that of course Tris Prior would do, don't you think so? It shows how much of a Dauntless AND Abnegation she was. Total act of bravery and selfless-ness, a reader said. I have to agree with this point. It's one thing that would make Tris one of the most unforgettable, most powerful and one of the best heroine in the history of YA dystopian worlds, because at the end, she could finally prove that she had become someone she wanted the most to be—not a Divergent, not a Dauntless, not an Abnegation, but the real Tris Prior. 

“I don't belong to Abnegation, or Dauntless, or even the Divergent. I don't belong to the Bureau or the experiment or the fringe. I belong to the people I love, and they belong to me—they, and the love and loyalty I give them, form my identity far more than any word or group ever could.” 

(Does my words somehow sounds like I was okay about the whole thing? Because, let me assure you, I was totally NOT OKAY with it, even until now. I couldn't even stand to hear or read anything, anything related to Allegiant for some days after I finished the book. I was bitter about it. I had another moment of worst-book hangover-ever and boy, it was bad. I decided to distance myself for a while before writing this review because I don't want to write a negative one filled with exclamation marks and capitalized words that would come out as harsh. But yeah. Tris' death was not okay for me. The same way it was not okay with Dumbledore's death, Finnick's death, and any other beloved fictional characters' death that happened in books—only this one was worse because Tris is our MAIN CHARACTER. Ugh.)

To sum up, reading Allegiant was a powerful experience for me. Up until the end, Veronica Roth was totally consistent about the message she wanted to tell: Be brave. The book was page-turning, filled with tension and suspense, and the romance was so good, but the ending left me completely at loss about what to feel about the whole book. As a series, does Divergent is worth to read? YES, definitely. First book was a BANG, second book happened to have this second-book syndrome where it fell as so-so, and the third, even though not perfectly, at least managed to finish the series with a mark on every readers' heart. Thank you, Veronica Roth, for introducing me to the Divergent world, where I get to know such admirable characters like Tris, Tobias, Natalie Prior, Christina (what a good friend that girl is), and for reminding us the power of being brave, selfless, clever, honest... The power to choose.

“I love you," I say.
"I love you, too." He says. "I'll see you soon.”